The madness spinning in my head
Makes me wish that I were dead
The throbbing pain within my soul
Brings anger, hate, and resentment
Of which I wish I did not hold
I wish you all would die to day
Maybe then this pain will go away
How disturbing my thoughts can be
When death and pain is all I see
I can not take this anymore
This nagging pain within my soul
I will not let you fester like a rotting wound
And scar me like the others did too
The scars and bruises still are there
Under the surface you can see
Look hard enough the blood still flows in me
Most was drained long ago but I have a little left
To fill my heart and soul
Maybe if I let the rest go
My life can end in precious blood flow